love, love, love, love love love...

hello world!

just to warn you, mushy alert! mushy alert!

i just want Nurul Nabila Binte Azman to know these when she reads this...

i want her to know that i love her so so so much and i am very very very grateful and thankful to god that i have found her, got to know her, fallen in love with her and to be someone special to her.

hmm, the reports that we have have been so much of a hindrance to us this holidays and its ending soon. but i really hope we can write our song together one day, insyaallah.

insyaallah, there would also be more songs that we can write as our relationship progress.

insyaallah, our relationship would last.

insyaallah, we'd find jobs that we love doing.

insyaallah, we'd be able to help as many people as we can.

insyaallah, those people that we love and those reading would pray for us :)

insyaallah, we'd still be together in years, and decades to come,

and add lots more of wonderful moments together into the collection that we have.

till then, good night world!

knock, knock...

hello world!!!!!!

no no no, my blog isnt dead. i'd just been too busy and lazy to blog over the past three months. sorry blog, for neglecting you haha.

SIGHS.

i just have a few things to let out of my lungs right now.

firstly, i still got 6 more months of school but i dont know why i'm worrying about NS so bad. its not about how tough the training would be or what so ever. its about how much i am going to miss each and every single one of my heroes.

i'm going to miss my mother so much, my sisters, my girlfrend, the goons, sambateria, fusion, and all my friends.

its just that first two weeks, when you are required to stay in the camp for two weeks, that's keep bugging me. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THROUGH THAT?!!! not seeing my family and my girlfriend for TWO FREAKING WEEKS!!!

dear readers of my blog, please pray for my strength to go through that.

now, i'd just like to say that I love my mother so so so so so super duper much.

I love my family so so so so so so so much.

I love my Nurul Nabila Binte Azman so so so so so so so much.

and I love all of you friends, sambaterians and crazy FP people.

from now on, i promise to myself that i'm going to make sure that i spend as much quality time as i can with all these people cos they make my life, they make me live and they make me want to live.

till then, its time to wake my ever adorable sweetheart and do my report.

i'll try to update my blog more often ;)