knock, knock...

hello world!!!!!!

no no no, my blog isnt dead. i'd just been too busy and lazy to blog over the past three months. sorry blog, for neglecting you haha.

SIGHS.

i just have a few things to let out of my lungs right now.

firstly, i still got 6 more months of school but i dont know why i'm worrying about NS so bad. its not about how tough the training would be or what so ever. its about how much i am going to miss each and every single one of my heroes.

i'm going to miss my mother so much, my sisters, my girlfrend, the goons, sambateria, fusion, and all my friends.

its just that first two weeks, when you are required to stay in the camp for two weeks, that's keep bugging me. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THROUGH THAT?!!! not seeing my family and my girlfriend for TWO FREAKING WEEKS!!!

dear readers of my blog, please pray for my strength to go through that.

now, i'd just like to say that I love my mother so so so so so super duper much.

I love my family so so so so so so so much.

I love my Nurul Nabila Binte Azman so so so so so so so much.

and I love all of you friends, sambaterians and crazy FP people.

from now on, i promise to myself that i'm going to make sure that i spend as much quality time as i can with all these people cos they make my life, they make me live and they make me want to live.

till then, its time to wake my ever adorable sweetheart and do my report.

i'll try to update my blog more often ;)